I often felt vy emo on mid week especially when I'm stuck with all work no play and looking at endless work and email.. I feel so helpless.. If hubby is here at least OWT stuff is under his care at least there are someone to pat my shoulder give me a hug tell me everything gonna be ok.. At least someone make me laugh or sneak an hour before sleep to watch movie together.. Coz I'm so miss all these moment so when he call me at this emo stage I go angry at him automatically..(I just can't control)
I'll be extremely quiet and cold in the phone.. And he will know I'm emo..Kersian him right? Haha
I can really continue this for days if works getting more n more I'm getting really exhausted and tired.. Then he will call n call (extra call and me continue extra silent) but when he is back for weekend I just couldn't angry at him anymore once I saw him I felt my burden is half lighter..and sm more he will buy something I like to make me happy how to angry you say..
And I'm sold..
I know I'm not suppose to do that.. I'm trying to change and pray whenever I feel stress and helpless hope things get better..
Looking forward to spend my Christmas in Singapore!