Best Purchase ever!

i brought this light blue short here
its my best purchase ever
discount price. easy to mix and match. wear almost 2 times a week..woo
no shopping no spending for 2 weeks d…*pat self*
i noe the style is the same..but i like the casual and comfy of it
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flora tunic = Topshop, bag=Sungai Wang
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ripped shoulder pad tee=Trendreports (update tomorrow!)
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white tee = F21

guess wht? i got this after so long!
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thanks dad for the gift..ya i noe its fate one..
but its not expensive and just enough for me i think
got alarm, calculator, tel record, and light some more..
ping tell me the different between urs and mine!hahaha

As always

as always im in shopping ban..ya again
gonna save up for my new mobile phone coz my hp is really dying..
am now sticking the battery cover with a double side tape..charging it in daily basic
can you imagine how bad it is?

as always a Brand new template
been starting to design it since last month
today only got the mood to publish it
just wan something simple, more mature i think..
what do you think ?

as always i only have the urge to blog on Friday
maybe Friday is always the great day of the week for me
love attending cg especially the talk by Brother David for this month
i take it as story listening.. and enjoy all the church history
its inspiring..
gonna work harder in my spiritual life!
outta expect me and ney are in for chinese church planting..
Hope God will guide us in this

as always im waiting for payment…
arh.. hopefully can get it end of this month!
due to some reason my credit card bill this month is…..
way too much! not becoz of shopping but mum pressie, ikea, and some random stuff..
i seldom shop with credit card..coz i dun wan to turn myself to a credit card slaves
but when come to shop on my mum behalf she will always encourage.. erm or should i say force me to use credit card to make payment

as always im looking for job..
a permanent one! ya im looking for it since last month but
i really cant find any desire company
coz i dun wan to jump into any job for the sake of earning money
i wanna work with i passionate not robot..
jobstreet can now be my homepage now..
however im goi for an interview next monday..
Hope its God’s favor..

as always i decide not to blog on outdated(2 or 4 weeks back) stuff!
i got so many out dated event/ dinner/ outfit that i haven’t blog about!
and now im so lazy to dig the pic back and write..
gonna pick up good habit in blogging!haha
blog immediately and be a good blogger…

as always outfit to end this post..
sungai wang with sibling.. kinda enjoy shopping with them
though they are not good in giving me advice
coz they will say yes or buy to anything i ask for their opinion so that they could leave the shop asap..how bad right..
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top: Dainty Dresser, skirt:Taiwan, belt: Ugly Duckling, bag: Old blossom, bracelet: T & S, flat: sunway pyramid

Blessed weekend..
woohoo…i love weekend..God bless~

心牢

今天决定来篇华语的
以后emo的post 就用华语好了。。压力也不会这么大

上个星期崇拜前,有事奉
照常当招待的我像往常一样跟牧师闲聊
聊着聊着聊起洗礼,聊着见证,聊起了我的家人
说着说着也跟往常一样,聊到那段过去总会让我哽咽然后流泪然后说不下去
听过我说见证的人同样的都看过我哭
上个礼拜六也不例外站在门口的我眼泪不停的流
当时真的没想这么多,只想把自己故事说完
他们很用心的听,突然pastor问我有没有想过下一次再提起这些回忆不在哭泣?
我说:可能吗?真的能吗?

他说:因为你还没原谅,原谅一个及亲近又遥不可及,他一直被你关在你的心牢内
真的我从来没想过原谅因为当中最大的受害者并不是我。。
但牧师让我知道我一直把他锁在我的心牢,所以每当我提起他,牧师在我眼里看见的不只是眼泪而是恨与埋怨
知道后,我又哭了。。这一次我哭因为内疚。。信主这么久我却犯着这样一个错
上帝他白白的赦免了我的罪我却从来我想过赦免他所做过的事
并决定打从心底原谅他, 把它从我的心牢释放出来。。

“For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.” -Matthew 6:14-15

我求主来改变让身边的看见我的不一样,尤其是他
而不在去想谁错谁对,因为那只是回忆虽然很痛但不至于影响我往前走

我深信当上帝关了你道门,他必会开启另一道门给你
曾经不相信婚姻的我,觉得婚姻十之八九都是离婚收场,对感情不包太大的希望
但是上帝赐给我一个他,让我觉得我是幸福的,婚姻是可行的是神圣的,并期待想要跟这个人一起生活下去