from last week i nvr reach home b4 8 at night..
lotsa project on due date tomorrow, everyone is staying up late in office
im much luckier ..coz they even sleep in the office till next day!!
the latest i get home is 12, coz for them im a little girl..
hahha..they always treat me like little girl..which in a way is kinda good to me
but so far im getting use to the working environment and people around
they are so so so funny,sometimes i just cant stop laughing ..
yet i still face some problems in work
i always got stuck in whtever work im doi when somebody is supervising at me
haha..i just dunno y sometimes simple things can become vy difficult for me infront of them
and will result more people come to my place and give me a hand for help!!
im still cant finish my lunch…but i figure out a way not to order wht i desire to eat
but something light but still fill my stomach like bread/toast, salad, noodles..
means i cant eat what i want..like spaghetti or set lunch or stuff!
this is the biggest problem of all!hahah..when i finish my work
and i suppose to go home..i feel guilty should i ask for more job or i just go home like that
sometimes i did ask for more but at the end i regret,
coz it hold me till midnight to go home
sometimes im too lazy to ask too..and ill feel so so guilty for letting everyone behind
coz they are still stuggle with work!!
what should i do huh??
i cant OT on Friday! i think i should really speak this out
coz i’ve to attend cell group…
like last friday was Good Friday,
im so so struggling whether to stay or leave to church!
i pray and just leave to church but still no peace in me..
coz i scare how Boss think of me..”so lazy ar this girl”
but hehe..no lar they dun treat me differently after that night
i miss my mum cooks!! its been 2 weeks i nvr eat dinner with my family
it suppose to be a beverage of staying together with family
i’ve been spending my own money on dinner!!!
yala..OT sometimes boss belanja oso but haih..i still miss my mum’s dishes..
i need time for myself!
i booked salon but cancel due to OT!!!
i nid shopping, since im vy fashion show everyday according to my college
but i still shop online..haha so happy i brought 3 skirt/dress today from velvet ribbon!
they hv awesome stuff..cant wait to get’em on hand
those are not big problem..ill soon overcome all these..
after ney gone..i’ve more times on work
counting down 3days..
these 2 weeks run like rockets..haih